There you go again. I don’t know which is which. I don’t know what is what. I don’t know who is who. I am not trying to prove anything. I just want to draw a distance and keep it that way, it would even be better if the force between would decrease abruptly so neither of us would want to go back again. I know it is so mean of me and that you are thinking I am just trashing everything but I don’t. The feelings still remain and that would be forever encrypted, I myself doubt for it to be removed. I have sacrificed a lot to keep it together. I guess it is time for you to sacrifice what remains.
M, where are you? The feeling is mutual, J also wants to meet you..
What do you mean?
I miss YA or M haha Lol
But seriously, I am fine :)
There are these people that no matter how close you are to each other will come a time that would not want to work with him. It feels like you are drawing yourself to a channel that you are avoiding. It feels like you are painting in a portrait in a canvass you are not used to. Most likely, you will still do the work but admittedly at some point or another, you are annoyed and irritated.
You have a point. A huge one. Haha. I don’t know but she said she wants to meet you because you have something in common but I don’t know how will she communicate to you. Haha :P
I always think about the things that are already gone.
Seems like I couldn’t let go of the past.
Sometimes I just want to make it last.
I must accept that things are said and done.
Good and bad memories were made.
Wishing that the bad will just fade.
And the good will forever be treasured,
Those are the memories that can never be measured…
The feeling is mutual
But my decision is final
I didn’t really want this to be over
For I am your best friend and also your lover
But this is for the best
That this love of mine will be just a mess.
I hate that I am missing you so bad. I hate that I am missing your company, that I am missing your voice, your scent your everything. I hate the thought of it. I hate that I still miss you because I am not suppose to. I should not feel this insanity. I should not fill myself with our memory because every time I do, I am falling slowly apart.
Oh that’s why. But why? By the way, M wants to meet you :) you know her as YA :)